RELOAD

I guess you noticed that I haven’t been posting in a while. You might think now that I’m back home I don’t have a lot to share anymore, no crazy adventures. The truth is that I’ve been writing a lot but I haven’t published my texts.
The reason for this were the reactions to my last post, the one that I took down.

It was very personal and emotional so I got a lot of reactions from my family. It seemed like they felt sorry for me. I know they want the best for me, that’s why they have sent me those messages.
But for me it was negative. Because when I am writing something emotional, I don’t publish it right away. Sometimes it takes days or weeks to edit and I am reading it over and over until I finally publish it. So like with that specific post it was the case that the feelings I had when I was writing I had two months ago.
So when I published I was in a totally different mood.

And I publish my texts because I want people to know that they are not the only ones feeling the way they feel. Really the last thing I want is pity. That is the worst thing you can do to me.

So I took a break and was thinking about my whole blogging thing and whether to start a new anonymous blog.
But now I came to the conclusion to continue because this are my thoughts and this is who I am. This is my journey and sometimes I write about travelling and sometimes about my feelings. And if I can only reach one person to give them the feeling like they are not the only ones thinking this or feeling that, then I am happy. Because this is the reason why I started this. So please give me feedback or share your thoughts, I am always open for that. But NEVER EVER pity me. I don’t have a life to feel sorry for nor am I a person to feel sorry for.

LOVE Karo ❤